When I'm Feeling...

i'm soooo happy today...

2006-05-29T18:41:00.001+08:00

i lurve rj and hammy in "over the hedge"! damn cute! esp rj, so touching oso... as in the family part... then the part when ev'body turn away frm verne (i forgot his name, it's the tortoise, haha...) vv sad...but the ending is happy and =) yea! i tink the show vv funny, haha, laugh like hell... okay, though nv laugh so much as i did in 'white chicks', but i'm in lurve wif rj and hammy's BIG EYES! i'm crazy. nv regret watching it, n shopping wif anna was fun too... bought a vv vv nice bracelet... hope i get the chance to wear it soon... i like tt white blouse, i want to buy it, but i'm broke... argh! all anna's fault, let me see it...
last fri was memorable too... go arcade after sch wif cuilin and shit... then got chased out(twice for cl and st) even though we bought blouse frm this fashion just to go in and play, walao, stupid auntie... but was exciting cox we heck her and entered a 3rd time to play finish all our $ left in the card... then sat go study in je lib wif st and sher, so long nv meet up... hope we get to watch da vinci or shop or both another day =) sun at jp saw bryan wong close-up! omg, he looks so much more handsome in real person, n he's so tall and gt hot bod, haha... i fa1 hua1 chi1... bt i tink among the other 2 male mediacorp artistes(chen hanwei and wang lu jiang), he is stil the best... could hv gotten an autograph or photo, too bad i didn't...
finally, i bought jy's album... i wanna watch more more movies... and i wanna watch I Not Stupid 2 again...i wanna see bryan wong and ask for autograph! ahhh!!! stupid, i was like less than 1m away frm him only...

=)

2006-05-10T18:02:00.000+08:00

it's a happy day today... school hols thx to polling day, then went ice-skating wif nana, char, jiax, mely, yy, n sf, haha... so fun... been so long since i ice-skated and played, been so long since i broke free from that monotony of life-- all that studying then go home, studying then go home... whad a vicious cycle. too bad i had to leave halfway for some medical appointment... =( nv got to play arcade (which i hvn't done for ages) n take neoprints!!! ah!!!! i want to take neoprints wif them all, n since ev'body is in nice clothes...argh! i wish i could skate and dance like those pros can... i wonder how much it cost to get an instructor and take a few lessons, n even whether a few lessons is enuf time to learn all these... overall, it's still a fun and happy day today!

wrong way, wrong route, wrong direction

2006-03-30T20:09:00.000+08:00

oh great... early in the morn mi mum drives the wrong way, then after sch went queensway shopping centre to buy yanneng's prez wif jiaz, yy, anna... and we took the wrong direction, end up alight at outram mrt then go home... such a long way, so dumb... oooh, Dream Chasers is startin soon, shan't type more...
oh wait, 1 more thing, shitong's prez is so belated coz tt stupid salesman disappeared... walao... say the stock will come in 1 or 2 days then wait 3 weeks still hvn't call me... =( *muz jiayou for studies le...

sianz

2006-03-16T19:13:00.000+08:00

i'm so sian at home... ev' second at home spent with hw and smthg to burn off time is boring... i need smthg to wake me up from hibernation... i want to go out and go crazy... but there's nothing for it...
so i nv did go to that bbq after all, wateva...

=)

2006-03-01T19:44:00.000+08:00

1st of March! haha, happy b'day joshua! hmm... happy belated bday to shawn too, 11 feb! cf coming le, i wonder hw it's gg to be like... somehow i'm nt as excited as b4, but praying that ev'thg goes rite... i dun hope for our batch to be the record-holder for a first failed cf... =( i lurve the I Not Stupid 2 movie, and the song is super nice too... it's so touching... haha, shitty's grandma is the ahma in the movie, so hilarious... st, ur ahma vv funny... ah! i want to watch again! and wad is the song's title? junyang sing one...

-.-

2006-02-21T19:01:00.000+08:00

i've been such a fool
i dun tink i want to be a Peter Stockmann accusing one of doing thgs in a

roundabout way

... and i dun care anything abt

ingrained tendency

... there's simply no point stating more... -.-
...

nothing to say ...

oh, shut up!

lalala... yawn...

2006-02-11T00:07:00.000+08:00

YAWN... i'm feeling sleepy... i tink i noe what happiness is. It's abt being happy wif wadeva u hv and cherishing them... it's not abt wanting this and that and getting them, bcoz when u finally get them, u dun find true happiness. We all want to be happy. And so we ask for things to happen, to change for us, to let us be happy, but the key lies within ourselves. If we really want to be happy, we can do it with just mere determination of the mind to stay positive...
anw, ystd was one of mi happiest days. mi bday, got lotsa prezzies, though of course i dun bring them all to school... and ya, lots of wishes and bday songs... hmm... and treats to movie and lunch, haha... and pizza hut too! juz want to thank all mi friends for everything, including mi junior, it made mi day. =)
dn want to be too longwinded, today was scary, but glad at the end... O'level chinese results came out today, got an A1... phew! it was part of mi bday wish, and it came true! i hope the other half comes true too... m really happy coz i enjoyed the presents and fun and "I Not Stupid 2" movie, and m getting more belated prezzies which con't to light up mi life... i tink i nid something to push me on, and for all tis, it does. Yea!
i wish i could keep mi promise to myself, i wish... but when it comes it comes, and when it goes it goes, some craziness usually washes me over after i watch a movie... haha... may watch memoirs of the geisha... =)

move on

2006-01-14T16:27:00.000+08:00

Move On

I think i forgot to move on.
I lived in unhappiness when it came.
But when happiness came,
I forgot to keep it.

I think I walked too fast,
and left the right memories behind.
And I rested,
At the wrong stops.

I must have been seeing
Through misty fug.
I woke up again,
To find i left my soul in yesterday.

If I could walk out of yesterday,
Anyone could.
If I could find today,
Anyone could.

hahaz...

2006-01-14T15:54:00.000+08:00

lalala... sianded. the first 2 wks are slack... i did think fri the 13th was quite an unlucky day... to think there's nw a stupid cut at the back of my feet...
ok, i'm so sorry i lost those neoprints... maybe we can go out to take neoprint again another day n i'll probably pay for them... hmm... so unlucky, like that oso can lost...
heyz... i want to go cny shopping...

first week!

2006-01-07T16:24:00.000+08:00

woah, been such a long time since i blogged here... haha, had a busy first wk at sch. of all the days, only thurs gt home early... today had fun doing flag day cip (aunties never donate, do they?)... open hse was fun too, but over muddy. The bridge was fun to climb, bt a bit scary, coz vv high--- which means guides gateway vv strong, can build so high. anw, had fun up at the bridge. mmm... and at the swing! haha, suppose to hv lessons de, then bcoz of open hse, bon the lessons, end up only gt 2 lessons for the whole day. hmm... can't wait for the dance practices, though i tink sundance is abit wierd... first wk is slack, coz the whole wk dun hv a proper day with full lessons timetable... ev'thg disrupted =)

hahax...

2005-10-22T02:00:00.000+08:00

okea, yay, i can FINALLY use the com for tis short while... since my bros hv been hogging it for SO long.... argh!!!! ystd was fun... the arts fest and community singin, haha... had fun ystd, bt unfortunately, i'm nt at sch today coz i woke up at 3am to find i can't breathe... athsma, haiz... so i'm missing sch and my friends and lessons and my cca... so sad... i'm missing ev'body at sch nw... woah...been on an unlucky strike these past days...one thg after another, can say ever since tues til nw... bad luck.

Untitled

2005-10-16T15:45:00.000+08:00

I'm a someone who's nobody to anybody
Like a lonely soul roaming this earth
fitting in then bursting my way out
And seeing but not being seen

Hearing but not being heard
Speaking but to deaf ears
Living but not existing
A shattered spirit transparent to all eyes

How else could I describe my life? It has been like that, from day 1 to this day. It has never changed, and may never change. Anybody who feels their life is worse than mine could come forward and say so, i dun tink anybody will. Is it a crime to be quiet?

touched

2005-10-06T02:13:00.000+08:00

i feel so touched by the songs, they are so nice, and so touching (not all of course!)haha, my dad bought it! the compilation cd! yay! haha, kkx, i'm crazy, i can't wait for exams to be over... tmr is e maths, and i nv do well in it, haiz... hope tmr's will not be too tough... i almost slept halfway through chinese today. and after e maths comes the worse, physics! oh my... then i'll hv the weekend to work on amaths and ssh (which shld be quite easy)... scared of a maths oso,haiz... still seems quite some time b4 exam ends, sianded... gd luck to ev'body and myself man... muz go out after exams to celebrate, haha, can't wait!

woah...

2005-10-01T14:33:00.000+08:00

been some time since i came online... i'm so sad... i wish i was at the superstar concert tonight... haiz, suan4 le, no $$$, and there's eoy... wad de... i'm missing superstar... yea! mon is the first episode of Superfunkies! haha, can't wait, just for the sake of watching... hmm... the compilation cd is so ex, haha, can't wait to see silver and candyce in their dramas too... so cool. had fun today. after phy prac, refuse to go ss remedial, so crappy... went jp wif anna, mel, joyce, char, yy n jx... then jx, joyce, mel n i went pizza hut to eat lunch... then anna, char and yy went sandstorms to cut hair, haha... so funny, tink char more chio now, but apparently she doesn't tink so... she looks like fann wong bcoz of her vv layered hairstyle... and when she lets her hair down, like the jing4 zong1 ren2 the joanne, chao1 ji2 xiang4... damn chio. oh ya, according to joyce and mel, they seem to hv seen sly at jp as well, though i didn't. then we went chameleon to help anna fix her "wierd" (according to her) hairstyle, haha... anw, was so bloated today and had lots of fun. come home slack all the way until nw, watch lotsa tv and play piano, haha... wad does all tis mean? it means i hv to study doubly hard on sat and sun,no play, and i'll really try to... =)i'm missing jy!!!

Junyang rox!!!

2005-09-13T09:11:00.000+08:00

Junyang rox!!! haha, yea! i'm so happy! junyang is gg to hv his solo album, yea! i'm gg to buy it... bt i oso want to buy kelly's album and compilation album, then later broke oledi... and got superfunkies coming up on oct 3rd, haha! Junyang, candyce, silver are all main hosts, so cool... yay!!! i just hope it doesn't exactly affect my eoy... haiz, y muz the exams be at tis time? i want to watch the variety show!!!! okies, tink i gg crazy, haha... guess i better study hard for exams... esp o' level chi... variety show only 30 mins, shld be nvm one lar, haha... wat's the pt? i'm still watching in the end... maybe i'll just skip some tt i'm nt interested in, haha... i am stressed!!! stressed!!! stressed!!! okae... just wierd there can even be a handshaking session... so much just for a handshake with a star, actually stars are just human, so it's no big deal. hear their songs even nicer... ya....haha, support jy always! buy his album! tink he's the most busy star liao, gt concert rehearsals, gt variety show rehearsals, gt solo album... wow... kaez, gtg, bb!

oh my...

2005-09-04T01:42:00.000+08:00

tis is unfair! how can weilian win? Kelly shld win, she has more superstar qualities in her... haiz... Weilian shldn't even hv won junyang, wad de... i hope junyang can hv his own album... so damn nice, got a concert coming... haha, if only there weren't o'levels and exams coming, can enjoy.... haha... but so sad, can't. tis sept hols is not even like hols, it's no diff from normal sch days, so sian... gonna buy kelly's album, and if one day junyang oso has his own, i oso want buy, haha... if only i cld go to the concert...

Inspiration

2005-08-25T10:37:00.000+08:00

Yay! CT over!!! i'm so freakin' happy man! even though i may hv failed almost all my maths and sciences, and for all u noe, even ss and chi! but there's nth i can do nw... today after sch went to eat mac wif jx, anna, char and mel yeo then went far east flora. so happy... nxt time when i buy my own hse i'm gonna buy lots of beautiful plants to deco my hse, haha...=) i nv used to like plants ever since being cooped up in some vegetation farm in jurong bird's park- and i rmb getting 32 mosquito kisses!!! we hogged the swings and toktoktoktoktoktok while swinging, haha. then came home and slack online wasting my time away... until nw... heehee, so long nv blog, thks to exams. hope i'll do better tis time. can't believe i actually forgot to staple a paper of the a maths exam script... then after break then i realized, found it under my foolscap pad, gt a shock in my life... waited for ss to end then hurry go find ms yew... hope she will accept it, coz i realli nv cheat wat... then so dao mei, even if accept oso surely will minus some marks coz i handed tt paper in more than 1 hr after the exam ended... wad de, hw can i be so unlucky? dunno y today hv more inspiration... feel like slacking all the way. anti-studies mood, haha... feel like playing the whole day tmr oso... gt 20/30 for eng compo... tmr get hcl results, die liao, i bet i flunk it... hope will improve tis time though...=)staying happy~

wat the...

2005-08-10T02:23:00.000+08:00

can't believe how tired i was... broke st's record, slept from 6pm to 10.15am... that 16 hrs and 15 mins... more than 12 hrs, more than half a day... oh my, have i gone dumb or wat? and guess wat? 1 missed call and 4 msgs... my stupid brother or sister read my inbox and outbox again and sent stupid msgs like "i'm holding some little baby bananas" wat the... dunno wat other crap they send lah... dun even noe hu exactly sent it or hu is so unlucky to get it... =( tt sibling is so shallow... then mi younger younger brother was making a big fuss abt mi using the toilet, diaoz... and the next moment mi younger sis is trying to pry open mi locked door... urgh! so irritating... kkx... gtg eat brkfast liao, bb!
-happy b'day, s'pore!-

helloo...

2005-08-09T08:44:00.000+08:00

nth better to do, come here to crap. hahaz... kind of feeling hurt, bt hu cares? oh well, went saloon yesterday wif jx, then came home, bathe and go jp immediately to meet st, ate dinner there too... hahax, thk goodness, coz tt day dinner was so sian... then, today after sch actually wanted to go watch "charlie and the chocolate factory" with jx at west mall cinema, but in the end met st, vicki and yujiao on mrt, so after being psychoed by stupid st, me, st,jx and vicki went jp to eat and watch the show instead. Wenqi came to eat, then after lagging a while, she left. Anw, the show was so darn nice... charlie very handsome boy and veri dong3 shi4 and nice oso... then the chocolate factory quite funny oso... the ending very touching, the part when willy wonka unite with his dad. =)so gan3 dong4, omg, muz go watch man... i feel like watching it again. though that willy wonka looks wierd, but his character and story is very similar to many real life cases, then so happy gt gd ending.=) after the movie, went to buy chocolate and eat, CHOCOLATE!!! hahaz... fa1 shen2 jing1. oh, b4 the movie after eating, gt lots of time to spare, so went toys r us to play around, then went quite a number of places oso... i want that big big giraffe!!! so cute!!! =P okie, i tink i con't on i'll go crazy abt that giraffe... =)it's $30.60, omg. heck, so sian, i want to con't playing all day until thurs, duwan do hw... today forgot abt chem asgn, then mr chen want to see a few of us, so sian... tuition!!!! i hate tuition!!!! argh, tuition sux! i want the time to play and lag... haiz... i want PLAY!!! ok, gtg, bb!

normalcy...

2005-08-07T04:11:00.000+08:00

ok, yesterday was damn scary.... i dunno wat happened bt smhow, thgs probably got badder... somethg new muz hv happened... u just burst out in anger, and then u cried, tt was scary... i hope it is not me. wateva it is that angered and hurt u, we hope to help u... cheer up and dun worry too much too, =). stupid man, 3 mins to change to sch u and gather... wat the... thks to tt, clever st broke her specs again... haiz... forever like that. Somehow, so many ppl seem so sad... but then they get happy again and then sad again, so irregular and wierd. haha, is that normal? got so many thgs to do tt i dunno which to start with... gotta study!!!! y am i lagging on the com again? better work hard, or else no time liao. heyz, fantasizing isn't a bad thg, coz it gives u new hopes and a reason to hang on where it is toughest... so no matter how hard studying can be, how hard certain thgs can be, it is nv the end of the world... =)

tis is really bad...

2005-07-30T14:22:00.000+08:00

One whole week... passed so quickly b4 i noe it... sec 3 adv camp is over! it's fun, and i enjoyed it... bt i believe i would hv enjoyed it much more if i hadn't been so dao mei... anw... 2 days after the camp and i'm stil in the camp mood... bt anw... today's one day to remember... 29 the friday... it's nt even the 13th, y so unlucky? some volcano eruption today... dunno hw to say... bt it's nw a pile of mess... yes... smhow... smthg nt supposed to come out came out and caused chaos... so sad... and yeah... smhow, i just found out, tt many thgs nt supposed to be seen has become visible... tis is really really bad... bad for me, bad for ****, bad for **, bad for **** and of course, those hu aren't supposed to have seen/heard thgs they have... nt really anyone's fault... bt smhow, like a natural disaster, it just happened, and yes, some eruption today... bt gotta cheer up... ev'body shld.... at least cca today was fun, outdoor cooking!!! and then didn't feel like gg home yet, so went jec wif st to lag until 8++, 9.10 then reach home... haha... tt's y i'm blogging so late in the night... ok... guess tt's the max i can reveal abt today... =)

coming.....

2005-07-24T09:45:00.000+08:00

kind of excited abt s3adv camp... yet wondering if it will turn out horrible instead of fun, hope not... haha... i want go kayaking! nid to pack bag so mafan... brg so many thgs... den stil so dao mei, walao.... god help me.... ok... still need to go do dance tmr... then nv touch hw... haiz... hungry liao... gtg, bb!

Back! Farewell today...

2005-07-17T08:53:00.000+08:00

Farewell party today... kind of disappointed with our item and the enthusiasm in our company... juz feel like those days back in sec 1 with zihui/karen around aren't gonna relive. that united spirit despite the torture... i seriously prefer that to quietness and sianness... Kind of sad that some seniors are leaving... but yeah, nxt yr's our turn... so slack... i want another guppy nxt yr!!! heehee... so cool! like kf lah... bt at the same time, miss being in fp... and i can't believe it! I jst realized i've been wearing fp's patrol emblem for 1 whole yr w/o realizing it! and jean check so many times oso nv realize... omg... this is so miraculous...1 whole yr in kf wearing fp's emblem... wah... and the heritage trail... is a sad thg... thx to the teachers... bt they are not totally wrong la, i hv to admit. juz a veri tong4 xin1 thg tt ev'body's efforts go down the drain... bt stil, muz jiayou in wateva we do! x) My biggest worry: O' LEVELS!!! AHHH!!! I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING!!! TOO STRESSED LIAO!!! soz... fa1 xie4 xin1 qing2... recently like ev'body so fan2... coz of all thestupid tests... nt surprising, most of them are throughout the level, mon hv hist, tues hv msw eng, wed hv chem, thurs hv maths, fri i dunno... flunk my eril totally... tink i'm the onli presenter hu cant present e.lit too... sick! tis sux! ev'thg nearing sux! ~tears~ i want go reservoir now and scream all i want.

black and white merged- rojak man.

2005-06-30T09:57:00.000+08:00

school finally started again... stressed man, nxt wed gt O level Chinese oral... argh!!! my chi sux! nvm, i'll just study hard hard hard for the written paper. i mean there really is nth much i can do for oral and listening compre. if i do badly i'll die man... cannot!!! muz get As!!! and i can't stand it! Y must chen torture us like that? other clses have free period during bio... wat abt us? we hv chem!!! haiz... such a long day with no free period, i tink i'll die of stress b4 i can even take any exam. and i wonder if i'll hv to go for chem remedial. but i dun really mind, coz i duwan fail liao... haiz... [if only i hadn't... thgs wouldn't hv been so bad nw... ev'thg began frm there.... nt exactly ev'thg, but a big part of the story.and nw, i dun tink i can c the diff btw real and fake

hi, back again.

2005-06-17T03:58:00.000+08:00

been quite some time since i last blogged. haha. i still hvn't read finish Wild Magic coz i hardly hv the time to read it. ok, and i'm gg to die from hw. oh man, totally hvn't started on stats project yet. tink i'm realli gonna die, and i doubt i can do any hw today, coz i'm gg Wild Wild Wet! Haha, and mi bro is ice-skating wif his 6a friends, his class gathering, lol. when will mi new class ever hv a proper class outing? and it's been some time b4 there was a Jailbrk class gathering too.okies, now, stressed. JJ Lin rox! esp his 3rd album! lalala.... gg a bit crazy abt it. well, not that crazy though, nah. hmm...tink i better get offline and start some proper work, no time liao man. CIP, tis is crap, quite meaningless... haiz. kkx, bye! (No m'sia this june, haiz...)

Wild magic!

2005-06-05T15:30:00.000+08:00

I love Daine, Numair and Onua... and the ponies,horses, dogs... and the magic! =)(Sheralyn understands)

heyz...

2005-05-31T10:45:00.000+08:00

halo. back here. sat went to play bb, soccer, and badminton at night at tc. sun was a horrible day. but still, went swimming in the evening at tc... hmm... today, went woodlands library to do eril project... this actress was shooting some kids central program about half-a-metre away from the sofa we were studying on... haha... then this guy involved in some part of the shooting came over and tok to us for a short while then left... haha... so funny. ok... well... been slacking online and reorganising my whole account these past days too... tmr cca... haha... i want my beauty sleep!!! oh, and yea! going out shopping on wed... haha... jiaxin sux! haha... gtg eat dinner liao... bb!

Yo!

2005-05-28T14:15:00.000+08:00

today's a fine day... school ended at 9.30 am... and it was like free period throughout... went sherry's hse... didn't achieve much... but was nice and fun though... haha... so happy... holidays are here... heyz... y shld i spoil my hols by signing up for a 10-day camp... i guess i won't go lah... i shall not ask for trouble... shld i go? hey, it's 10 days!!! i duwan go... bt is it really tt useful, i dun tin so rite... after all, it's for direct jc admission only... i dun tink i'll ever get tt... i enjoyed today at sherry's hse k... gd luck girl...

haha... tis is so funny...

2005-05-20T12:40:00.000+08:00

JiaXin the bimbo wrote tis...

jAcquelyn^ `| if everythin were to start all over again...i'll surely listen to u... | says:
hey!!!u still owe me two testis!!!
jAcquelyn^ `| if everythin were to start all over again...i'll surely listen to u... | says:
WHERE'S MY TESTIS?!?!
all i see is a blackhole ahead... *sob* says:
hahaha...
all i see is a blackhole ahead... *sob* says:
hahahaha...

it's from a saved conversation... she is a pervertic and spastic bimbo... hahaha... =)

Notice!!!

2005-05-19T10:45:00.000+08:00

Hello... tagboard at the profile area... must scroll down then can see... haha... i am dying frm my horrible mid-yr results!!! arggghh!!! hey anna, happy b'day! soz i didn't noe it's ur b'day, will buy u belated... haha...

hi...

2005-05-16T14:15:00.000+08:00

just popping in to say hi, i'm here again... haha... today' a happy day, went swimming for abt 3 hrs... and i got my blog a makeover, haha... finally... lurve it so much... haha...

today

2005-05-12T11:39:00.000+08:00

went orchard cathay and sneaked in, watched kingdom of heaven (nc16), haha... but it's totally worth it, the show is so nice! i've even fallen in love with the fictious character Balian... i like Orlando Bloom... haha... i like the character... i like the actor... i like the movie!!! i like the whole thing!!! haha... i'm mad... wateva... gtg, bb! today's end of mid-yrs, so went to celebrate... very fun today... i'm very happy... he is ethereal~

Life is a Jail.

2005-05-11T01:15:00.000+08:00

There is a time in life when we all aren't so sure maybe it's youth, hope, or maybe innosence. Then years that seem like decades pass, friends fade away or forget you even exist, and reality begins to blur, and things once certain turn to nonsence.There is the time that molds us, forces us to feel as then trampled by disappointment and clouded dreams, and the peace that once existed is destroyed by obbsession which comes to haunt us. Then the obbsession keeps on going for what seems like forever. It soon turnns to depression, and stumbling through reality while waves of fatige and hope crash against your shore erroding what you should have been, your heart shouts out insults harsh and crude. Then as you sit on the ground in the rain darkness takes hold, and you think of the one thing that gives you a little happiness, the one you love. But he or she soon to fades away or forgets you even exist. Then the only thing you have to get you through to tomorrow is hope that someday life will turn around and live up to it's expectation. But you still don't know if you want to live a life of horror and pain waiting for a little something to happen. So as you stand at the edge of the cliff you think of what you have been through in life and what you will be leaving behind if you jump.

sianz...

2005-05-11T00:36:00.000+08:00

my life is soooo boring... i seriously doubt my social life... haiz... i dun see an upturn in my life yet...

back!

2005-05-07T09:14:00.000+08:00

hey! so happy physics paper is over!!! yea! can enjoy and play! have 4 days of holiday!!! mon and tues dunnid to go school... stress-free... problem-free... haha. but... still have a maths on wed. last exam, which means still have to study... sianz. but anyway decided completing this whole two exam weeks was cause for celebration... tis two weeks just felt so long... as if 1 month had passed... miss my cca oredi... today went tiong bahru shopping mall with jiaxin to celebrate, haha, reward myself for being so guai, sit through the papers, study so hard (actually i quite slack), hmm... went burger king eat then go shop, got stuck at chameleon by the earrings... then go tom and stefanie buy smthg, then go look at other shops, up and down and up and down the escalator,in and out and in and out the toilet, then go popular buy some stuff, then go Happy House, then shop a little while, then hv to go home liao... kkx... was really fun today coz so long nv enjoy lyke tt for so long, spent like $30.55 altogether. wow. i must be mad. wallet emptied, still need to use nets to pay for stuff... wah, really nice day, then go home liao... shuang shuang walk home...still gt sat and sun to enjoy man. and i keep forgetting i dun hv tuition tis sun, break mah. tis the hundred time i had to remind myself, then get happy for the hundredth time, haha, coz can slack at the right time. bt mon and tues need to jiayou study study study hard for wed. haha... hope a maths will not be horribly tough. my chem paper so dumb! there's a question with the substance nal, it meant sodium iodide, then i tot is nal, as in some wierd name pronunced as neil. then surely wrong liao la... so stupid lor... but i'm happy with physics paper 2. paper 1 i do too slow, then miraculously finished the last 8 mcq in the last 5 mins, wow... hope my results won't be horrible, tink my worst so far is e.lit... sad lor, it's my fav subject leh... haiz, forget it, i shall be happy exams are at least gonna finally end on wed. smilez, looking on the bright side always! =)

lalalala...

2005-05-02T16:23:00.000+08:00

wat a sunday... early morn wake up coz sleep enough oredi, wear contacts and study e.lit... take off contacts coz the stupid optician made the degree too deep, then go out eat breakfast with family... come back, study e.lit again, then 2.50 set off for physics tuition at bex's hse... after that, hitched a ride home coz yiqi's dad agreed to drive me and seok home since it was nearby... haha... then reached home at 6.20, hurry go eat a little dinner... then go temasek club. go swimming and play with baby until 8.50. then go play bb and soccer until 10++ then hv to go home liao... go eat supper at bl first... then come home try to burn some recorded stuff into dvd but cannot... then try to scan the home theatre channels but also failed... and now it's so late and i'm still blogging... and i'm trying to type in the dark... coz my dad's sleeping in tis room... must be as silent as i can... ok, great... tmr still have to pia more e. lit study and ss revision... i hate exams... so unfair, scgs ppl dun hv exams, only end-of-year exams. of course, they have tests more frequently i guess... haiz, wateva. today went a bit crazy playing with baby... then decided to go mad and just start anyhow kicking the soccer ball, the more i kicked the better i got... just became so natural... probably imagined that ball to be the teacher i hate most... glh... haha, kkx, gtg now. gdnite. =)

haha... going crazy...

2005-04-30T14:23:00.000+08:00

i'm going crazy becoz my life is so cramped with so many different people and things... i feel so stressed becoz of ss now... i only want to study e.lit... not any other subjects... but i'm slacking tis whole afternoon and evening coz i just can't force myself to study... i'll torture myself tmr instead... arrrggghhh!!!! i hate studying ss!!! i don't even noe anything abt deterrence, defence, UN and ASEAN!!!all also copy copy copy then hand in to sir then fail fail fail... diaoz... arrrggghhh!!! wat's ur prob? why are you doing this to me? i hate it, i just hate tis whole thing-- it's stuck at the wrong level... i'm still trapped up there, unable to get off safely... haiz... if only i knew wat is really happening... coz i dun noe where the prob lies... i'm stuck. i see an ominous sign somewhere... it's looking good now when in fact it isn't good... why is life always so ironic? i dun understand why ppl like us hv to be tortured like tt? it's like heaven's playing around with us, making such a fool of us... we were happy all tis while for nothing... for nothing. i feel so cheated, so worried someone will break down sooner or later. how could she take this for such a long time? i want to help, but i can't, coz i dunno how to go abt tis... and it's more than me, more than a someone, it's my many someones... haiz... dun make a sport of me. my life's havoc enough.

singing. listening. knowing.

2005-04-26T08:30:00.000+08:00

singing and listening to qi li xiang currently... know the hearts of ppl better. tink tis is the beginning of me entering the adult world. me beginning to understand the troubles of the hearts and black side of ppl... shouldn't bother myself abt ppl who despise their fellow mates, worse, their friends... but i really hate it, when i tink of all the things they have done to me. and ev'thing they have done to my friends. ev'thg they have done has turned our lives upside down... i guess i'm not alone... or at least i have heard, and known... now listening to tong hua... haha... stressed now. scared of exams. shall not force myself too hard, but i'll try my best. kkx... i'm really happy. really glad i m luckier than some ppl. i thank god for ev'thing he has given me, my true friends, my family, my life. that i was born here, not somewhere else, that i'm much more fortunate than others. that i'm the luckier one. there really are times when ppl get down and cheer up, and now i see it. that opening one's heart to the light and persevering is the best solution. =)

new contacts!!!

2005-04-20T12:45:00.000+08:00

yea!!! got my new contacts on sat... then the stupid opician forced them into my eyes until my left eye turned totally bloodshot red... tried them on yesterday and today... wearing it now feels wierd, everything looks gong to me... is it too deep or something? wateva... having a horrible headache now... in fact i had it when i was half-way through guides act anw... until now, it's worse than ever. splitting my head into two... hope tmr can play that praxis game... haha... relieve stress... today was a bit wierd at one moment in time... the wierd expression and behaviour when we passed each other... haiz... guess tt's it for my tuition... all 6 of them prefer yew tee... eactually i dun realli mind, though i do mind a bit... but i noe my mum really really minds me travelling to yew tee ev'sun. only if smone can drive me there EV' sun... mind you, must be every, not sometimes, that's the prob... them i can go... if not, i really can't. even alternating also cannot... haiz... fine, i'm not a e.lit student, coz i can't talk my mother round... i'll keep to writing... wat's the use? it helps u relieve stress and pour out all ur woes... gonna stop physics tuition after this month, 2 more weeks... so i organised it and now i'm dropping out, feel like i'm so mafan, like i'm such an obstacle to others... heck... jiayou kkx girl... no matter what happens, i'll be there for you... and family will forever be family, they're the ones who r definitely gonna stay with u all ur life... it's just different from friendship, totally another thing... hope i'll get use to my new contacts... no time to put them on in the morn, so i'm notwearing them to school yet, until i'm expertised at putting them on... which will be forever... haha... =)

too many thgs going on...

2005-04-16T02:30:00.000+08:00

kkx... came back late ev'day for tis whole wk... had so many tests... today had some e.lit test... well, bought cl's prezzie at jp after cca... yea! so nice lor... got such a big pile of h/w waiting for me over the weekend... just great, and exams are coming... ahh!!! now i really do understand every person has a dark side, some sad thing inside them, it's always like that. tt's life. feels kind of... i dunno how to put it into words. like i've just simply lost myself, lost the innocent and naive me. perhaps i was more ignorant last time, guess i still am? wateva, tis sadness... yet i tell myself to be strong. y shld i tink of the unhappy things. all the trouble, i dun want to turn into a crybaby. life's really like havoc. if i were to look on the dark side, i'd be crying ev'second ev'day, in sch, on the streets, at home. i'd need the psychiatrist, and i'd get my family and friends all worried. wateva problems, will not last forever. It can be solved. Even if it can't, you know it won't haunt u ur whole life, just live with it for 2 to 4 years. seem to see quite some bad thgs happening now, underneath all that happy faces... can't deceive myself, but y shld i? i'll take it as it is, keep it inside until it buries and disappears in me one day... *sob* but some ppl seem to remain innocent and normal as ever, they are so lucky, really... i want my childhood innocence back...

today...

2005-04-14T12:45:00.000+08:00

haha... today girls group syf... and shi tong's ballet exam... and our physics test... haiz... stress... tmr still got maths class test. and after sch i got chinese oral... so damn scary, shall just go there and crap... today went jp lib with seok and sok, then went mac... then go home liao... not bad... i hvn't reached home early once yet for the whole of this week so far, won't get to tmr... neither on fri coz it's a cca day, which i seriously enjoy... i like fridays and hate mondays anyway... gonna try on contacts on sat... heehee... great, now my mother is shouting and caning my brother... coz my two brothers quarrelled and 1 of them answered back and retaliated... always like that, 鸡犬不宁，haiz... shall pia maths tmr... and guess wat... the hp chain my brother gave to me as b'day prezzie dropped... dunno go where liao, somewhere in jp... and now, my hp spoilt. I tink too old liao, then i'm getting msgs that i sent to others from wierd ppl... tis is like horror movie coming alive... i nv did send them to those ppl, but i'm getting my own msgs... and then the alphabets are becoming into bits one by one... like aliens moving swimming around the hp screen... and now... the whole thg has gone haywire, wat's supposed to be at the top, bottom, left, right and center are all shifted and mixed up, just great... stupid hp... happy that the dancce syf are over... happy for them coz they can finally relax... haha =)

wah...

2005-04-10T13:15:00.000+08:00

truly madly deeply is really nice... kkx... pissed. y do i keep waiting for ppl? and i tink i very patient lor... yesterday wait for hy and st for 1.5 hrs... today got bangse... spend half and hour choosing my clothes, 1 hr dressing up, 2 hrs travelling there, then wait at the mrt area 1 whole hour, no nina, no jean, no kf ppl... i 1 person at somerset... call nina no answer, sms also no reply, sms jean but she at com meeting... others nv turn up... didn't brg water bottle coz i left in a rush tinking i'd be late... thirst to death over there... hvn't eat lunch for the whole day, only ate breakfast at 9.30 am... starve over there... then so sianz... bored to death. stand and loiter so long... tink i used up too many sms... then in the end went home without any shopping or anything. i took the mrt for abt 2,3 stops then nina sms me say she at cine... diaoz, so unlucky, gg home liao lor... haiz... so altogether feels like i'm played out... haiz...now, i've been waiting over 1 hr just for the digital camera from my brother... stupid... keep waiting and waiting... pissed liao... tmr still got tuition starting, dun feel like going... life is unfair!... just wierd why kf outing only got pl and ps go, then nobody turned up...

my blog sux!!!

2005-04-03T15:27:00.000+08:00

i just realized a trend in my blog... all the entries start wit h. and they go heyz, hmm, heyz, headache, hmm... so sian lor... ok, wateva...today woke up early at 6.30 then go je for flag day... early in the morning gave yj and yn their many and ex presents... haha... wasted money going in and out of the mrt then going in again... yesterday accidentally leave my plastic bag of cca clothes and a mathes txtbk in the canteen, so stupid, just went home with my bag like tt... then today flag day we went to school to ask for donations (didn't noe it was illegal), so i found my stuff and took it. then they made my bag so damn heavy, and it was such a rainy day... got all wet and soggy, still got splashed by bus... after that we went IKEA, eat hotdog and shop, kind of just plkay around with the nice stuff there... i like the soft toys!!! then went overhead bridge to collect donations... there quite good lor... got quite a lot, but my shoulders and arms were aching from carrying my heavy bags. yup, came across this funny woman who asked us so many questions abt wat it was abt and then gave us a bookmark from her church. another auntie even worse, donated so long ago, suddenly come all the way up with her child just to tell us girls are very neao... then say we must ask $10 from girls...??? like a wat the? then got ppl take money out hide in their hand pretend dun want to donate when they had prepared to donate, also got ppl take money like want to donate then in the end never donate... oh, and one whole family donate some coins then took 4 stickers... diao... wateva... after that, went back to je, return the can, going up then see the dancers, shld have taken our cans back and go make them donate haha... stupid gs, see us two times also nv donate... anw, went jp to shop. quite ok la... but was feeling a bit sian.... disgusting mel yeo and anna mixed all the mac stuff and drank the rubbish... then we so childish and crazy, went toys r us to play with toys!!! and we went to op to dress up and ran out without buying anything... saw qiao han. later we went home. just reach home then go back to jp again cos st was there. bought my new schoolbag. saw qh, ch and edmund there... haha.so, basically, my legs are breaking. tt's today.=)

hmm...

2005-04-01T12:38:00.000+08:00

okie... quite long nv come here liao... hmm... realized certain things are hard to change... just like i can't change anything abt them, i can't change certain thgs in myself... certain thgs are unchangeable until fate changes it for you... so i'm keeping happy (as happy as i can already) and taking things as they come, living each day as it goes, surviving... i dunno if thgs woul really improve, or how long i can hold out... but well... tt's the only thing left for me i guess. well, talking abt tis and tt just isn't gd... hmm... looking forward to birthdays haha... and doing cip with my friends... geez, wonder who will get to be scs tis yr and who are our future guides leaders... interesting... btw... hu is jian arh, cl?

headache!!!

2005-03-25T10:15:00.000+08:00

blablabla... headache, dunno what is right and what is wrong now... the problem is existent but looks non-existent... does it lie with me or others? Can I open my heart and see the light? does the problem just lie within me? Can i by myself change everything without their help? Have i done my best, so the problem lies with them? do they even understand? is it really them who really should learn to be more sensitive? DOES THE PROBLEM LIE WITH ME OR THEM? wat a big headache... dilemma... i see green easily... maybe coz i didn't expect thgs to turn out this way right from the beginning of day 1... haiz... god tell me wat to do now? answer my questions first... there's a super big knot in my heart... and guess wat? there's pus growing at that pimple... can't sit properly... and no wonder it was so painful...want to hurry get rid of it... glad i hv handed up all hols hw and files... yea!!! and hope my hw will not go back to square 1 and start piling up again... always like that one... haha... jiaxin, charlotte and melissa yeo gave me a 1.5 month belated b'day prez... pinko heart cushy with two flappy arms... so cute and shuang... veri nice to hug... heehee, thx... mon syf ppl get to leave early at 10 plus... so unfair... then my row later jayne dunno go where again, then joan and jiaxin go syf, four tables,3 blank then only i 1 person sit there... so lonely and sianz... wonder if hy and cl can move over for the last half of mon... hope so... veri happy today... coz got prezzie... oh, and i'm not dead though slaughtered at 10.30am today, i've been reincarnated from a cow's spirit to a girl's spirit and am 21 years old now... married to a 22 year old man who is jiaxin, my loveliest 老公... oficially and legally... hmm... is yan neng serious or kidding??? bla bla bla... dunno wat the hell is going on...

heyz...

2005-03-23T12:38:00.000+08:00

heyz... so long nv blog... many things going on... my mind's in a whirl... i'm not me, i'm not myself... but i didn't choose that fate... i dunno wat to do now... i tink by the time i graduate from rv, i'll have no more tears in my eyes... dunno wat to say, do, cos i'm feeling sad, sad and happy once in a while... but is that what life is supposed to be? i hate going to my clsrrom, my school... really... i only like my cca... i've definitely recovered from "tat",put it past me, inside some corner somewhere it has been buried, but i'm now faced with a worse problem that has existed from the beggining of 2005 and may last till the day i graduate... =(

hmm... dunno wat to say...

2005-03-13T11:05:00.000+08:00

hmm... i'm a tv addict... and it's hard to bottle up ur feelings, coz some day some time, u'll just burst out crying and u can't explain why... i do feel sad, feeling left out in 3e, feeling left out around hy and cl at times... but i dunno wat i can do, it's a horrible and bitter feeling inside... and i realize my mum and dad are beginning to lose their trust in me... the fact that i got a 18 for L1R5, my mum wants to talk to me about my future... she expects me to get 6 to 7... she says at this rate, i might not get into jc at all--dropout- or even if i did, i'll only get into jurong jc or smting like that... so she wants me to attend tuition for more than 1 subject... and my dad and mum doesn't like me using the com, and listening to music (while using the com), they just don't understand... my brothers aren't making thgs any better, they like to 火上加油... i seriously dun tink i'll be granted my wish to go to Japan... coz they are displeased that i did so badly for my academics... my mum will nv get over the fact that i failed grade 5 prac... my dad has never felt that piano was of any use to me... great, my mum is telling me to stop using the com coz she has yet to discuss with me about my future... haiz... the meet-the-parents session should nv have happened, coz my mum has been wanting to talk to me since she returned from it... wonder wat chen said to make her have such a bad impression of me... bad... very bad... but glad my grade 5 theory exam is over, was today at 10am... heyz,and i like the sentosa pictures a lot... geez... Jailbreak rox! It's the best thing that ever existed and happened in my life, will never forget the innocent and happy days spent , even though it's only 2 years...

heyz!!!

2005-03-09T15:00:00.000+08:00

do i get any more belated b'day prezzies??? Joyce got such a cute pig today... so cute lor... anw, wat did i want to type? hmm... i rmb liao, i wanted to say i did badly for ct, got 18 for L1R5, btw, r we allowed to use 2 humans subject in the L1R5? think i need tuition liao... haha, my sis learning violin, hvn't started yet, want to learn from her... yea! campfire for candlelite night!!! great!!! Anybody decided on going to Japan oredi? Or anybody going Taiwan or New Zealand?

Wat the...

2005-03-09T13:27:00.000+08:00

My mum refuse to let me go to Japan... I've never gone there before and I've always wanted to go there... and now there's this wonderful opportunity where my good friend is going... why can't she just pay that extra $2200... I noe it's ex, but I want to go there... for others, it's either their parents are worried about the children's studies or safety or some other reason, but for me, it's always because of MONEY... this is so maddening... I want to go Japan!!!

yea, another week gone...

2005-03-05T00:12:00.000+08:00

anoher week gone, i like fridays, coz u noe the weekend sat and sun is finally here... u get to relax, and play... less homework, less stress... well, my celebration comes after 12th march... once my piano grade 5 theory is over, it's time to really slack and celebrate... and then, i wonder how the ug camp will be... tough? fun? well, kf nd fp ally, yea... my old patrol and new patrol, getting on fine in kf, kind of miss fp... hmm... anw, look forward to candlelit night, the most enjoyable part of the whole camp... =) hehe... gave st the heart cushion with a built in radio today even though her b'day is only on sunday, but give earlier better than belated... so cool, was listening and airing it on the way home... of course, st took it home lah... so sad, wish i could play with it more... and where's the neoprint?(i noe i hvn't pay, coz i dunno how much and who to pay) then yesterday managed to pass 2.4, finally, yea! tink i going to die, L1R5 damn high... hvn't actually calculated yet... well, anw, i tink i may have a mental breakdown anytime... going bonkers with myself...==... poor jiaying, fell down today... wish u a speedy recovery...=)

cry? laugh? that's life...

2005-03-02T12:00:00.000+08:00

been feeling really mixed and down this past week... cried almost ev'day... and can't really explain it... it's more than one matter... it's several, want to go back to my innocent days with sherry and shit back in jailbrk... but giving the presents to beiru and jiahui, shopping for the gifts with shit... doing the cards with sherry, hearing the contagious laughter of jt's... these brighten up my school life... haiz... too many things happening, and i belive, misunderstandings. gonna try not to think too much, stressed up too... but it's quite fun studying sometimes coz it keeps u off unnecessary thoughts and u laugh instead of cry... =) tmr's another jailbrk outing, really excited and happy....looking forward to it... geez... btw, hope this misunderstandings will clear up, and may march be a better month. st's gonna make ic, haha... want to see her spastic photo... tink she better get someone to go with her b4 she messes up over there... and happy belated b'day, beiru and jiahui... oh, and JT STILL OWES ME LETTER!!! (dun worry, i'll reply... i'm still waiting) gonna eat dinner liao, gtg, shall stop typing, bb...

sunday

2005-02-28T15:00:00.000+08:00

went sheralyn's house today... hehe... talked... and i was dumb enough to buy a magazine i oredi read b4 tt cost me $3... ate this cornetto despite how bloated i was and had to go the toilet soon after... so stupid... but was fun talking and playing crash team racing (ps1) haha... keep driving off the track and getting exploded by bombs... haha... was really fun, shall go her house another day to play again... =) (anw...thks...)

Tangled

2005-02-26T15:00:00.000+08:00

okie... i'm tangled, help me... i'm falling into the trap... but it's a beautiful trap...

heyz...

2005-02-24T11:22:00.000+08:00

going crazy... go jec... made st wait for 1 hour... coz we went to mac instead of library first... happy today... well... dun want to care abt physics today... it's over anyway... did my best... glad there's only a maths left... heard there's only 1 coordinate geometry question which is going to be very difficult... oh dear... hmm... jiateng owe me letter, haha...

heeheez...

2005-02-23T10:40:00.000+08:00

sianz... physics tmr... wateva... i dunno why but i'm not studying... and i'm slack... came home... listen to taufik blessings... ate lunch and wash up... slept for about 2 hrs... woke up... wrote in diary... go online... and i still hvn't really started on physics... and i think i going to fail liao... heck liao... anw... heard that physics is going to be hard but doesn't make a diff, coz it has always been hard... hope will pass can already... somemore i going to watch tv... and i'm getting damn pissed with my second brother... damn stupid... interfering in everything... even the songs i want to listen to he also must care... irritating lor... i use halfway then he come and disturb... then i let him use a while he go and do all the stupid and silly things to my friends that r online... pissed...i'm not only pissed now... he's sucky... i was fighting and screaming at him just now... and i was shouting at him to shut up... stupid...

Today.

2005-02-22T09:06:00.000+08:00

today is the first time i cried over my chem results... or rather the first time i cried over results... coz i was depressed... haha... tink i'm going to die liao... heard that physics is going to be hard... and i'm especially poor in physics... and i dun want to do a maths... coz i'm going to flung it... and i dun want to get back my results... coz they r undesirable... wateva...

Wat the...

2005-02-15T18:48:00.000+08:00

OMG... JT... shut ur big mouth... dun crap...

Sweet Valentines...

2005-02-14T21:14:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentines day!!! haha... today is one of the sweetest and most memorable day... got lots of goodies and cards... haha... ev'on did... hope things are looking good as i deem it to be... and hope things will improve too after the new seating arrangement after ct... tmr first day of ct... hcl... believe over-studying doesn't help much... hope 'll do well, wish ev'one does well too... haha... late liao, gotta go... gdnite... sweet valentines and build up jing1 shen2 for tmr's test...=)

haiz...

2005-02-12T18:45:00.000+08:00

abandoned again at macritchie (though doing duty there was quite fun and nice)... so disappointed... wateva... must study for ct, coming soon... gonna study finish hcl today, then can go through for chem, and do hw , and watch tv tmr... mon is vday liao... still hopeful, but very prepared to be disappointed... haiz... y can't they tong2 zhou1 gong4 ji4 wif me... i'm really happy to hv a wonderful friend like st... and sheralyn... feels all different without them in the same class as me... haiz... oh ya... my brother gave me a belated b'day present... a pink dolphin hp chain... hahax... like it alot, thank you...

i'm soooo happy today...

2005-02-09T15:22:00.000+08:00

it's my bdae... and it's new year... I'm sooo happy... just realized he is really nice... and i hv a shuai4 cousin... hahaz... thks ev'body for ur presents and wishes... and for making my day... hahaz... had it celebrated... got lots of goodies and a box of ferrero rocher... a blouse... a neclace... a heart choco and two cards... and $50 and $20... hehe...=)

haha

2005-02-08T15:22:00.000+08:00

today gave the letters to ev'one except 2 seniors who were absent... the cny celebration was chao sian... and house meeting also... they copyccat one... copy Girl Guides cheer... just bought my b'dae cake... hehe... wonder if they keep letters...

cny

2005-02-07T21:27:00.000+08:00

spent my whole day writing letters ever since i came back from school... and watcing tv... tmr go school cny celebrations... then uni meeting... then campfire evaluation... then reunion dinner... then the nxt day can bai nian oredi... then only bai nian 1 day... then the second day go temasek and play... hehe...

haha...today's campfire was damn fun!!!

2005-02-06T00:32:00.000+08:00

haha... listening to kuai le chong bai... today campfire very fun... yeah... and it was successful of course... the qi4 fen4 very nice... all the scouts and guides and rv ug's and scs all veri high... the scouts very funny also... and the performances were cool... still got sexy babes...kkx... tink rvggsc's kuai le chong bai dance ought to get the best item award haha... like the song and dance a lot... the whole thing was fun coz we were like crazy then... and it was damn fun...hope nxt year will be like that too... but nxt yr is the last cf liao, so sad... wish there was more, then the sec 4s going away liao, so sad... hope I remain in souvenir nxt year... combine cf is better and more fun... thks to the crazy scouts also...

Haha, Campfire tmr...

2005-02-04T19:36:00.000+08:00

Yea! Campfire tmr... fun fun fun... but sunday have to do lotsa hw and ct coming veri soon, so sianz... gd thing macritchie can do duty dunnid to run, veri shuang!!! Today was a better day... had piano... and I still haven't done what I've been trying to... haiz... might be too late liao, but I'll still do it, hopefully monday can be done...

What just happened...

2005-02-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

Oh man, mi mum and brother just had a big quarrel coz my brother insisted that she push the chair out of the room since she was the one who pushed it in, then mi mum suddenly started shouting and screaming at the top of her voice like a mad dog... and mi brother kept answering back, so they got into another big quarrel. I bet all the neighbours heard that... so damn loud, and they were just screaming outside the toilet, I was inside and could hardly keep from jumping at every scream... want to brush teeth in peace oso cannot...let's see, they were quarrelling at raised voices just some minutes ago... at about 10.45pm... hmm, just got a call from my friend, Fuhua not invited to our campfire... too bad...

Wanted songs

2005-02-01T22:34:00.000+08:00

A thousand miles, OCEAN, kuai le chong bai by Pan Wei Bo...

heyz!!!

2005-02-01T20:14:00.000+08:00

heyz... today was fun...cca... then souvenir nothing to do again... then we go and help gateway, they dismantled the structure until like trying to murder each other... still got ppl siang bu kai, want to commit suicide... and souvenir spent the last half-an-hour having a jokes session... that was ice-breakers...diaoz...
anw, helping gateway was quite fun...even though we had to pump... and even the pumping was so unfair... scouts need to pump, guides dunnid... then why call it a combined effort? wateva, hope the campfire will be a success and nxt yr's too... so sad, each year only got one, then nxt yr is the last one liao... hmm... hope to be able to remain in souvenir nxt yr...only 3 more days to campfire...
Quote of the day:Shi Wei loves Sophia!!!

My Idol!

2005-01-31T23:20:00.000+08:00

Excited

2005-01-31T22:32:00.000+08:00

Can't Wait...4 more days to the campfire!!! That night's gonna be fun, I hope... Really hope... Hope I"ll stay in Souvenir nxt year too!!! And I hope it'll be another combined one... Somehow, it seemed to be much more easy coz we had more manpower that's why... Haha... Shall we bring some beer along??? Tigger don't like beer... maybe some champagne would be better... (like last year)

Destiny

2005-01-29T23:15:00.000+08:00

When I was typing my previous entry just now, my house suddenly had a trip. Perhaps, that message was not meant to be posted here, perhaps it was destiny. Actually, I had accidentally deleted the wrong blog, so I'm trying to re-type this first entry the third time... Can't wait, my b'day's coming soon, it's on the first day of new year... Can't wait for the campfire, 1 more week only... once it's over, it's such a sad thing... Souvenir rox!!! Campfire rox!! But I don't want to go UG camp!!!